my friend that i call my little sister is really annoying i try to be there or her because she dsnt hve a lot and she has what she calls a bad home life! she needs me to be a good influence for her and show her that the few little things in life that arent goood that happen are normal and she will get over and passed it! i kinda think she's a lil' fruity and all but i wldnt let that stop me from being her friend b/c she needas someone who wldnt turn their back on her because she has been through a lot. she's adopted and she thinks that thats a bad thing and that ppl dnt like her because of it and i try to tell her that there's nothing wrong with it because a lot of ppl hve been adopted and that one day she'll meet her birth mother!

me nd my boyfrined broke up....he really broke my heart but i now see something in someone else that i had never seen before and how i like someone but nevr really payed it much attention because i jus thought i was crushing but i guess i wasnt. i dnt like boys n e more bc ther r all the same! they all suck..i am now gonna focus on me and do what i hve to do rather than be boy crazy! im jus gonna focus on me and my schooling n e way because im gonna be going to college soon and i need to be prepared and get everything together right now!

my mom makes me mad sometime like wnen she acts like she cant trust me or whatevr! me nd my frind ashley s. were sitting in my friends car and she goes r u in there and i said yes with ashley and she's like who else? and im like terrell who u've met before and she was like well U get out of the car im like fine watevr! i think she wld be more happier if i jaust stayed in my room all day and night then she wldnt hve to be so mean!

this weekend im hopin to go dress shopping because i hvent picked n e thing out for prom and i dnt evn hve a date yet but i told my bestfriend that id tke her as my date b/c she's always there for me wen i need her and she can drive so it wrks out for the best and besides i dnt want to hve to babysit some boy who doesnt wanna dance n e wayz. id rather tke her b/c for one she can dance and will do it no matter what evn if she doesnt kno the ppl around her. nd she gets along great with everybody unless i dnt like'em!

one of my goals for this class is to bring my grade up and to push myself to do harder in this class. i also need to get my work done on time and be more respectful of others and others' work.
i would like to be able to create some amazing work that i haven't before and open my imagination more and open my creativeness more so that i can go farther in the creative world and and create more. these are my goals because i am a senior and i would like it when colleges look at my transcripts and see that i am a very creative person.
i want for colleges to see more of my creativity than anything because i express myself through all things creative.

8 MINUTES OF SCHOOL LEFT AND I JUST WANNA RUN IN THE HALLWAY AND DO CART-WHEELS AND GET ON THE BUS AND GO HOME! THE LAST FEW MINUTES OF WAITING FOR THE BELL TO RELEASE YOU FOR THE WEEKEND OR A BREAK IS HARD. ITS SO MUCH ANTICIPATION! I MEAN, JUST KNOWING THAT THE ONLY THING HOLDING YOU BACK FROM WALKING OUT THAT DOOR IS A FEW MINUTES AND A BELL IS, WELL, PRETTY STUPID!

2007! OMG!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED THAT THERE IS NOT LONG TO GO!!!!! I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MY ENTIRE LIFE! THE FEELING FOR BEING A SENIOR IS WONDERFUL! THERE IS NOTHING LIKE THE FEELING OF KNOWING THAT SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER FOR YOU AND BEING A SENIOR. WHEN THE DAY FINALLY COMES AND YOU BECOME A SENIOR YOU WILL UNDERSTAND MY EXCITMENT. ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AND YOU WALK IN SCHOOL AS A SENIOR IS WHEN IT REALLY HITS YOU. I MEAN YOU FEEL AS THOUGH YOU ON TOP OF THE WORLD BECAUSE YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS ARE COMPLETE AND THAT YOUR HARD IS FINALLY PAYING OFF! I KNOW THAT WHEN YOUR A JUNIOR YOUR STILL UPER-CLASSMA BUT AS A SENIOR ITS SO MUCH MORE DRAMATICALLY DIFFERENT!